20200406

Freelancers are in a pinch because organizing online meetings for organizational purposes and planning takes a helluva lot more effort in the covid reality. Covid-precarisation makes aligning schedules near impossible.

A Brief Critique of Everything Existing (2020) Niilas Helander. A fearless text analyzing the material roots of colonialism. There are some cynical undertones but in general a great text.

Despite the material changes in social practices they [institutional white middle-class body] want the ruling class to adopt, these middle-class reformers are nothing but instruments for the ruling class directed at the oppressed.

When metaphor invades decolonization, it kills the very possibility of decolonization; it recenters whiteness, it resettles theory, it extends innocence to the settler, it entertains a settler future. Decolonize (a verb) and decolonization (a noun) cannot easily be grafted onto pre-existing discourses/frameworks, even if they are critical, even if they are anti-racist, even if they are justice frameworks.

… it deserves mention that OCA’s own cruel optimism, the faith that an ecological consciousness and a holistic understanding of the world in itself suffices to save the world from ecological collapse, does nothing to resolve the complex bonds that already connect race, ethnicity, nation, and the movement towards a liberal cosmopolitanism. When metaphor invades decolonization, it kills the very possibility of decolonization; it recenters whiteness, it resettles theory, it extends innocence to the settler, it entertains a settler future.

20200404

Better than Zoom: Try these free software tools for staying in touch (2020) Greg Farough. List of open source tools for communication, file sharing etc. I’m tempted to experiment with Raspi as a home server. It might be worthy as a model for free culture distribution! Although I think publishing art for the sake of art is of bad taste right now. Might be cool for easy fun chatter thou.

A spicy application I drafted for the Together Alone open call was a bust. Only 5 out of 130 were funded. They’ll keep my proposal in their register for the next rounds of applications but it’s a stretchs. I hope they got a laugh or inspiration out of it — I bet they did. I’ve been sending an application a day and speedrun my tax-report in four hours (not much to report I guess).

Our In Various Stages of Ruins: Denial exhibition at Alkovi is now accessible at Helsinginkatu 19 and online. Feels good to do stuff.

20200401

Played football with an unknown kid in a park this morning. His pants were torn and he laughed everytime he fell. I complemented him on the falls, almost reached out to pick him up. Which is why, I guess, he run towards me like a friend in the end. I played with him, a nine year old kid in the park, take this as a token for life.

20200328

Build a 1u slew limiter following schematics from Synovatron Limited. Added a switch to toggle between 1uF and 100nF capacitors for adjusting the max slew time from 1s to over 5s (added it to modulargrid). Also build a 1u inverter following tips found on mw-forum. As suggested it is needed to make the Variable Slope VCF resonate, it produces umbfy-bass tones. Assembled a Foxfield Averter 1u kit to learn SMD (1206 size, went well) and acquired a Animodule TrAniModule PCB to complete a speaker module build I made a faceplate for in the autumn. I can also use it to boost the volume of some of my quiet modules. I think it is time to start designing a 7u 104hp case!

I’m drafting a five year project grant application for Taike and send out a spicy proposal for the controversial Kone Home Residency call. The tone of the open call is criticized heavily in Freelancer on poikkeustilan asiantuntija [Freelancer is a specialist of disaster] (2020) Maaria Ylikangas. Ylikangas explains that the Coronavirus should not be framed as an opportunity to develop as an artist, it is a tragedy and shows how unjust the precariats relationship to capitals is.